wiggin'

there is no definition in the world wide web for "wigging, wigging out, wiggin or chief wiggin" so i guess the closest translation to this in modern terms is "freak or freak out"

accordingly to dictionary.com; a person of a strange deviation from nature; monster. a sudden and apparently causeless change or turn of events or the mind

however there are also positive connotations to the word; a person who has withdrawn from normal, rational behavior and activities to pursue one interest or obsession. a devoted fan or follower; enthusiast

what does this have to do with the price of fish you ask...?

well this is exactly what is going through my head at the moment, hence the sudden lack of posting of late

my mind has been occupied with positive, negative and freakish thoughts or in other words, i'm completely wigging out about what lies ahead for me

as my lady of leisure time winds up on the coast, i am beginning to reflect on my times here and contemplate my future

i have met amazing people here, done amazing things and at the same times where i have done absolutely nothing...amazing! but even more incredible about my experience is living a completely different way to what i was used to in my hectic melbourne life. going to some of the best beaches in the world EVERY single day. reading books, eating mangoes, learning french and being a little bit selfish for a while. i have not taken even the smallest of luxuries up here for granted and a little piece of my heart will always remain on the gold coast...i may be back one day to collect it if i run out

as contrast as my time here has been to be my melbourne and even geelong lives, this vast contradiction does not compare to the life i am about to lead in paris

i have grown so much being here and this was easy. i cannot fathom the leaps and bounds my life experience will develop as i approach this much more complex stage to my quarter-life crisis

just felt like sharing today and more posts to come...i promise